alot

I've spent the last few years searching for sunglasses as red as lolita's and drowning in self pity
but not really, its all just for words anyway
today i want to make a proposition, if you can use the word VERNACULAR five times today
i will sign off all my belongings to you, it is not very much but if you enjoy books there are HEAPS of them
HEAPS AND HEAPS of books and if you're that type of man well then you damn well deserve them

897

aqui esta una foto, si a caso se te ha olvidado a quien me aparezco...
mi madre
cuando la gente dice tu nombre me encuentro buscando el anio que me regalaste
la navidad de 2008
no te precupes, algun dia encuentro el tiempo a desculparme por todas las veses que me pasaba el tiempo gritando por EL
a veses pienso que el amour es algo chiztoso no? por que ahora mis gritos son para ti
las cosas pasan por algo?
tu te fuieste para Bulgaria... y yo para Madrid,
no mas para regrezarnos a Los Angeles.

when birds clip their wings

Man in the blue suit,

The day that I realized that I loved you, was the day I fell in love with this here song. "How do you mean?" you ask
well I've hated this damn song ever since it was released, but now when it comes on... I can't help but think of being in the backseat crying my eyes out while it was playing loudly..... while some charming young man played it loudly on his stereo. you sat next to me and i wanted to punch you in the face but instead i cried quietly until you got out of my life, then i really let the river run wild.
but then i left, overseas. i sang loudly to different songs, but then all of them were about california, and i wanted so badly to be fighting with you on the street. instead i came on home and all of that love had stayed in madrid. i'm not in love with you anymore, but i sure do love the shit out of you.

kindly,
bella medrano

andy

dearest oscar, everything you ever said about me was true. i did loose my earnings at a drop of a hat, and pride never got anyone anywhere. truth is if it weren't for you, if it were not for you i probably would've exiled everyone from my heart then where would that have left me? oscar you are a darling true friend despite my impatience of the earth, and anxiousness i think its time i send myself off to war now.



©bella medrano

iggy

little fawn i will carry your books to class, just as long as you let me borrow your bicycle. i've been reading far too many books anyway, i could recite them to you even. but what good would it do if it won't be in your own damned voice. others haven't complained but how do i know you won't be the first.

noel,ignazio,agueda,bella

don't kill me i'm in love

tod wisenbaker